well i won't be seeing the first girl i was proud to date for another 4 months. fuckin sucks. and she gets to be having a blast in australia and new zeland while i'm watching water still.
its kinda sad that i didn't find a girl i can brag to my friends about until i was 20 years old. i spent too much time chasing bimbos and stupid girls. i'm glad i found this little gem, i honestly am. i just wish we had had more time together before she left, and maybe less distractions such as homework.
anyway, she's great. totally cute, smart, calm, down to earth, probably the only person i like when they are drunk because she's fucking adorable drunk, did i mention cute?
fuckin goddamn the next 4 months are gonna take forever.
