god damn

well i won't be seeing the first girl i was proud to date for another 4 months. fuckin sucks. and she gets to be having a blast in australia and new zeland while i'm watching water still.

its kinda sad that i didn't find a girl i can brag to my friends about until i was 20 years old. i spent too much time chasing bimbos and stupid girls. i'm glad i found this little gem, i honestly am. i just wish we had had more time together before she left, and maybe less distractions such as homework.

anyway, she's great. totally cute, smart, calm, down to earth, probably the only person i like when they are drunk because she's fucking adorable drunk, did i mention cute?

fuckin goddamn the next 4 months are gonna take forever.

stupid asians

why is it that when you add asians to water, they just get fucking retarded. seriously, so many things go wrong when they touch the water. for example:

1. the asian breast stroke: every asian seems to know this stroke. its not a normal breast stroke, because normally you make forward progress at a good rate. the asian breast stroke is when they time the kick and arm motion together, so its less effective, and about twice as slow
2. the asian speedo: every asian i've seen today and pretty much every day has their speedo (really its more of a speedo brief) pulled ALLLLL the way up to their bellybutton. i even saw one pulling his up mid stroke. but he was pulling it from the bottom...
3. the fact that they don't notice anything around them but themselves: so many times i'll have asian families jump in the leisure area when no one else is around, forcing me to roam the peninsula. fuck them.

4. Wearing tinted goggles in an indoor pool. who the fuck does that. seriously.

5. asian women being so bad at swimming they don't even notice their boobs hanging out.

6. hannah kates for disagreeing with me.

i hate this school. i hate almost everyone in this school. almost everyone here is a social retard. i hope my future doesn't hold more people like this. if it does i'm probably gonna have to reevaluate my career.

its been a while

i've been pretty busy lately. when i say busy, i mean i've been spending all my time on theb9.com need to get the fuck off that site.

life update: things are continuing to look up for me. school is going great. social life is same old same old, which is great. we seem to have solved most of the problems in the apartment. people need to pull their weight a little more. it's not like i'm sick of always cleaning the living room, since i love cleaning, i'd just like to come home to it spotless just once.

lots of shows coming up.
nov. 5 reign supreme at warehouse
foundation a couple times the next week
comeback kid in b-ham the 10th.
december holds LOTS of good shows. gonna see losing vision again finally

this will most certainly be my last year in gatech housing. they seriously tried to charge me $100 for losing 2 keys. such bullshit. i can't go a semester without getting pounded in the ass by gatech housing. luckily i found my keys though and threw the fee back in their face.

my foundation collection is getting ridiculous. up to like 39 shirts/hoodies and i'm only 1 record shy of a complete collection.

buy my shirts, they are on b9board.com

support atlanta hardcore. go to warehouse shows.

guess i'll update

feelin the need to rant or some bullshit like that

3 shows last week, and only one really satisfied me, and it was the most unlikely of the three. etid was a great show, but so many stupid pit beefs. great set though, but i hate bring me the horizon. wednesday was the mongoloids at the 7 venue. i went into this one just planning on punching everyone there who looked like they were at a fashion show. strangely everyone there seemed to be there for the bands, i had no problems with anyone! i even broke my knuckle on someone's mouth and they didn't try and fight me! i don't even know who they are, probably cuz they don't care that they got hit. and mongoloids/vital signs were sick as hell. saturday, the acacia strain. i love that band. i need a paragraph dedicated to this show actually

matt and i showed up late because we have jobs and shit. walked upstairs during the last songs of impending doom, a band i've never enjoyed. the place was packed out, but it was a weekend so i expected the high school tough guys to be in full effect. i moshed for like 5 seconds to them and someone kicked me in the back. i dont care when i get hit, but right after it happened i saw dangler run past me and punch the dude, funny shit. didn't watch mcmb cuz they are fucking hipocrits. acacia strain played really well, moshed a couple times but wasn't feeling it. then abr came out and i felt like i was in a fucking light show. i don't appreciated being blinded by strobes literally half of your set. new songs from them were lame in my opinion, old ones were fun to hear. didn't mosh too much, laughed at pit beef and the justice the dude that punched ashley got from dangler.

boring weekend, oh wait jk, matt and i potentially saved a chick's life from alcohol poisoning. could have potentially saved an indian dude's life too if his friends weren't stupid fucking pieces of shit that i wish i had curb stomped for being fucking retarded. seriously who insults someone giving you advice on how to make sure your passed out friend doesn't choke on his own vomit? idk. shoulda punched that one dude.

saw zombieland, pretty funny

got a bunch of merch comin in the mail, excited for that to arrive tomorrow hopefully

Good night at the show last night. well i mean etid was great, but the crowd was piss poor. i haven't seen that many fights in so little time, CAPE. i will say one thing, it was fucking hilarious how pissed you looked. got a couple stage dives in, which is always awesome. yeah i major in flips. i saw some tech football players there, which was weird.

i'm tired of tech kids coming up to me in random places and saying "do you go to tech? i see you around there allll the time" i mean i know i stand out, but just because you recognize me somewhere outside of tech doesn't mean i want to be your friend. i got enough dude friends, and i hate tech chicks except for like 3. So if you are a tech kid and you for some weird reason are lurkin on here, don't fuckin talk to me on the street if you see me, because more than likely you are retarded and don't have a life outside of tech.

oh an unrelated note, i love hardcore. it seriously means almost everything to me. but i don't love when people try and ruin it for me by being ignorant as fuck. i really hate when kids come to shows with the intention of getting into a fight. kids who probably think they are tough JUST because they listen to metalcore sometimes. kids whose favorite band is probably bring me the horizon because "they are so brootal" i swear if anyone having a conversation describes a band as brutal i'm walkin away right there. but back to what i was sayin, these stupid kids stand on the edge of the mosh pit, facing the pit, not even paying attention to the band that worked pretty hard to get there, and probably doing moves that they practiced in the mirror earlier that day.

don't call me a hipocrite now, i acknowledge that the above paragraph pretty much described me 2 years ago. but if i could change my ways, so can any of these kids. it really comes down to the fact that scene chicks are "hot" and dudes think they have to make themselves pussies to get with them. if a chick wants you to start cross dressing, being a pussy, etc, you shouldn't even give her a second thought, no matter how hot she is.

oh and 5 am shifts suck the dick.

what's been up lately

i am fucking swamped with work this week. i literally have no free time until saturday. i mapped out my week and everywhere i'm not sleeping, i'm either lifeguarding, going to class, going to the gym, going to a show, or studying.

but anyways, my vinyl collection is expanding, just got a bunch more records ordered, some pretty easy to find stuff but it was cheap. and my money supported a good cause. i just met this dude on b9board.com who has lymphoma and he's sellin a bunch of stuff to pay for his chemo bills. so i bought a bunch of stuff. check his journal at www.aseasoninhell.tumblr.com

still no word on the bike. but i'm startin to care less and less. i was planning on makin a new one this weekend, but i just bought a SCUBA class instead.

upcoming shows i'm goin to:
9/29 every time i die @ the masq
9/30 mongoloids/vital signs @7 venue
10/3 Acacia strain @masq
10/9 bracewar/rise and fall @ warehouse
10/21 foundation/bane/blacklisted @warehouse
10/28 set your goals @masq
10/29 backtrack @warehouse
10/5 reign supreme @warehouse

also am working on booking a show for a house party, so far got some bands interested.

tech kids

i hate them all. a bunch of socially awkward retards who are only good at one thing, and that's sucking at having common sense. i can't count how many times i've had to change my direction because some stupid douche decides to walk right in front of me. but that's not even the tip of the iceburg.

at tech you got your typical frat assholes, we all know them, the polo shirt wearing, natty ice drinking rednecks who seem to have a hard on for telling each other how great they are.

but there's another group of them, not usually talked about, consisting of the "cool" asshole frat dudes. these are guys who on the outside appear normal, not wearing a polo, but still usually some sort of way to identify them with a particular frat. but on the inside, they are just as bad. the thing is, you can be fooled so easily by them, and at the last second, bam, a fat chick is licking your neck at a party while they are cheering you on.

nerdy asians/indians: definitely impossible to talk to, but very easy to avoid. in fact the only way to interact with them is to either be in a group project with them, or sit in the library and talk loudly about nerdy shit like science clubs.

my least favorite person on campus: indiana fucking jones. everyone knows this asshole by the stupid brown indiana jones type hat he wears every place he goes. but since that wasn't enough of a way to get hated immediately, he also talks incredibly loud wherever the fuck he goes. one day i was sitting on the bus, empty bus, just me and my headphones playin music loudly. he walks on and i'm like who is this queer fuck. he sits right next to me, and out of the blue says "i got a test back today, but i didn't do as well as i thought" i thought to myself, why the fuck are you talking to me. i just responded, oh don'tcha hate that and went back to my music. he kept talking about the class the test was in, and i didn't push pause, but he is so loud that i still heard everything i said. when i heard him ask a question, i just looked at him and looked back at my ipod and didn't say anything else him.

and fuck bike thieves, seriously

bike thief

i can't wait till i see you on campus asshole. i can't wait till i see you biking down a hill, thinking to yourself, this is a sweet bike i stole, but i wish the brakes worked better, then next thing you know you hit the street headfirst after i lower my shoulder into you. once you hit the ground i'm gonna stomp your fucking head until you bleed out your ears you fucking pussy thief.

better yet, i knew i bought these samurai swords for a reason. i'm gonna start carrying them with me, and when i find you, i'm gonna cut your fucking head off, but not before i knock you out, tie you to the statue in front of the ferst center, and cut your arms off. i'm gonna write with your blood "i'm a dirty thief, i deserved what i got" on the statue behind you. and right before you bleed out, i'm gonna jizz right in your face.

seriously you opened a fucking can of worms, i will not rest until i find you and make you pay. fuck you.

whoever stole my bike

better hope i never find you.

Discovered this band called shockwave. a hardcore band that mixes transformers themes with hardcore. needless to say i'm in love. they are playin right now and i'm so happy.

i need to do more of this: walk away in the middle of a conversation with someone who is boring me. not while they are speaking, that's too easy. i will be about to say something exciting and just leave. i'm lookin forward to doin this.

OH. about that bike ride, critical mass, on friday. that has to be the DUMBEST idea i've ever heard. roads were made for cars assholes, we have sidewalks and bike lanes. if i am driving that night i will smash so many of the riders with my samurai swords as i drive by. oh that's right i now own samurai swords. 1 sword, 1 katana, and one tanto. love them. but back to the bikers. you're not "taking the road back" you never fucking had it.

another thing, could someone please explain the point of fixed gear bikes besides to look like a fucking tool? whats so good about no brakes and being forced to pedal downhill? just sayin. if someone can enlighten me, do it.

support these bands:
foundation
roam alone
flex your head
downpresser

My first post

so i was thinkin in psych class today about how i have a lot of strong opinions, and they tend to hit me at random points during the day. i created this for my own amusement, i don't give a damn what you think about me. after all, these are my opinions and i'm entitled to them no matter how wrong you think they are.

that being said, i decided that i hate when people wear those stupid hollister/abercrombie/designer T shirts sayin shit like "hollister beach crew" that is so dumb, i don't get why you would pay $25 for that. i'm sure most of you agree. i also decided that i'm not gonna talk to someone wearing a shirt like that.

and i'm waiting for these records in the mail:
downpresser: perverted justice on clear /500
downpresser: age of ignorance on green /300 and red /600
gray ghost: S/T on brown /300 and gray /200
shockwave: warpath 2nd press on blue /400
overdose: under pressure CD
instilled: unfinished business on blue /100 hand #'d

support these record labels if you can:
6131
BBB
six feet under
State of Mind
deathwish inc.